LIFE HAS TO GO ON....

"JESUS, i'VE TRIED LOTS AND LOTS OF THINGS, BUT I'VE NEVER REALLY REALLY TRIED YOU. I WANT YOU IN MY LIFE SO I CAN EXPERIENCE TRUE HAPPINESS, PEACE AND A REASON FOR LIVING. I WOULDN'T MIND GOING TO THAT FANTASTIC PLACE AFTER I DIE EITHER. PLEASE COME INTO MY HEART AND WIPE AWAY ALL MY MISTAKES AS ONLY YOU KNOW HOW."

LIFE GOES ON...

Somebody once said, "Good friends don't go away that easy".I wonder if that really is true.Do true friends really exist.Is this a hypothetical concept or is there any truth to the statement.In today's world where time is fleeter than the wind, nobody has the time for anyone.We seem to wake up, do our odd jobs, eat, complete our odds and ends and sleep.


Now if you were me,you'd wake up on the wrong side of your bed,get one of those funny outfits on, gobble up quick breakfast(just a li'll....talk about wanting to be all skin and bones) and leave to a place where you live and breathe things like "both the three of you,get out!!", "open the window and let the air force enter", "i said to sit you", "om yayjent and foryen yayjent"(om yayjent=home agent,figure the other one out yourself) and a lot lot more.Compiling all of them would fill many a pages.In this very place you find a few souls who come and become a big part of your life.The one's who keep a high profile always have a few around them but if you were like me, you'd always wonder if true friendship really exists and have just about a few who stick by and listen to your hogwash.I kept wondering and wondering for a long long time about the "true friendship" concept till one day when i decided to kiss the thought good bye.The next day, I thought again(talk about bad resolutions) and the very next moment something struck me,much like a lightning.In fact, this was stronger than a lightning.I was Knocked to my heels.Twas a sudden refreshingly surprising realization.How could i be so stupid!!!! My buddies had always termed me as dumb(never really wanted to believe it,haven't knuckled down to doing so now either,the "sportive" tag keeps me going) but this was too much of a blow.I was convinced.I didn't know it all.I'm going to be a learner till my very last breath.

Coming back to the thought that struck me hard..REAL HARD!! "True friends do exist". The best part being that all of us have the same true friend.At first i ended up being a little possessive.My best buddy is every body's best buddy.Grrrrr..One of my negative qualities that i will never mention at any interview while applying for a job.(Bad temper and possessiveness).Well,He's with me all the time,takes care of me 24\7, lends a shoulder to cry on, is the one I can blindly turn to when i don't know which way to turn and yeah, He's always there when i need someone to give a high five!The thought of loneliness now seldom strikes me.The feeling of having someone special is no more important.It wouldn't shake me if i knew human beings have gone extinct and I'm the last survivor.He is with me...Every single moment.Its amazing the way he knows it all even before i tell him.The way he provides instant solutions to all my problems in life is incredible.He is my saviour.

I have come to realize that nobody will truly be there for you at the end of it all.Sometimes,i do get a little lucky and find a few by my side but in the long run I know we are all alone with this true friend of ours.He will show us the way and lead us and help us find His purpose in our lives. Only if we truly believe.......

On a lighter note,in this place that i talked about initially, where obscure lectures makes one go off the deep end lies a beautiful world..A world where young minds meet and share not so smart talks.A beautiful place where scribs like me figure out that TRUE FRIENDS DO EXIST!!